still no understand what i mean

i worry about my life.....i worry to loos my friend.....i hate she...she always just knw with boy talk with boy play,use her cute sound to talk with guy....she say we r best friend....but.....didn seem like.....i wonder she just see me like r dog......or doll.......yes..she family home life is was no good....but....she got r nice home.....just she donno...dont understand.... she always go out with her friend guy again......she call up to fetch her go out.....she always go out didn find me be4.......i knw is......she scare me take her friend....i dont understand wtf she think.......why she will like this....why she 17 year old still like child....want use cute sound to talk and use cute move to go with guy.....why she still no!! understand what her boyfriend mean?..........ya...go boyfriend....but....still go out with anothe guy.......i dont get it! she say to me that is her cosin......so she must go out MORE than her boyfriend......she.....can help oready.......but....i cant angry her......she do what she lier me she play me...i never angry her be4......but...she got. and she angry,she will give u seeeee her  big princess damn shit like r hell face to angry u,u knw what  that mean? is mean.......she want ppl to care about her......u thoung i no need??u thoung i dont care?? how small r u...